God it's been a long week lol I'm so glad its over tho. And yay Miki got hosted ^^ I went to see X men 2 today with Lindsey and Jennifer. It was okay I guess. And omg I love the blue guy.... he's so adorable and nice.. I just wanna rape him!!! The night crawler dude or whatever. And today I realized I seriously laugh at everything. I have real laughing attacks you guys lol. I can just start cracking up over nothing.. It's really scary. And then when that happens everything thinks I'm crazy. lol Autumn was looking through my art book today and she was like "Wow, you can draw! I didn't know that!"

I feel really sick all of a sudden. Blah.

Still haven't gotten the story back. I'm going to attempt to re-write it.

You fucking prep/pussy/racist!!!! DIE!!!!! *stabs him*

Omfgg... Sonny was reading my rape story at school, and Ms. Strong was like "You can't read notes in here" or s/t and he goes "it's not a note! it's a story!" and then she takes it away from him and reads it!! She asked him who wrote it and he said he didn't know. Thank God... lol. But I'm scared she's gonna find out. Because she gives out detentions so easily dude.. even just for chewing gum. And "obscene or vulgar material" is supposed to get you detention. And dude, it was pretty graphic and detailed lol. AND LONG. Damnn it was so good too! I wanted to type it. I want it back, but when Sonny asked she was just like "Not yet..." I WANT IT BACK! AGHAS ALSKNANSA. This sucks.

I need to scan more drawings... I think I've gotten a lil better. And I need to finish the rape story. And the lesbian story. Ahh and the Mr. Furly jail story LOL Too many. But they're so awesome that I have to finish lol. I wish I could be there for my bitches irl. I wish I could hug them and comfort them irl when they need it. One day I'll be able to though. But I can't wait that long. And my god that crazy bitch is sitting right next to him while he talks to her -_- How retarded.

I started writing a new story about Miki and Mr. Furly ^^ It's better than the one where he dies. He's in jail in this one.. I don't know what he did to get in there though. I'll make something up.

Hahaha I start laughing irl everytime Miki says farkin -_- I'm retarded like that. LOL someone just reviewed my story on fictionpress.net... "The Tragedy of Mr. Furly and Miki." ohohohoho. I also added more to the teacher/student lesbian story. It's beautiful. Now....they said they don't accept "explicit" material.. cuz they took away the NC-17 rating. R is the highest now. Oh well I'll add my rape story anyway lol. Oh and not that anyone cares but they say "fuck" roughly 216 times in 8 Mile lol. I was bored...

I don't like what I'm seeing in Lauren's blog. Let's hope someone will fix that, and maybe keep their girl happy.

Suzette's obsession with John is really er... yeah. She seriously stalks him. lol today she was like "I bet John's dick is twice the size of Marshall's!" Yeah right. A few nights ago in the shower, I started laughing insanely because I remembered that MK used to like Miho. It's not really that funny.. But yeah. In her blog on upsaid he said s/t about how she's the girl of his dreams or whatever lol. And omg last night was the first time I listened to music while in the shower. It was kewl lol. "Superman" is my shower song now.

Dude some people are just totaaaaally different than me. Well duh but.. I mean some have never even thought about sex. Most of them have at my school, obviously some have sex too. But like Jennifer, along with all those religious people, won't even read my rape story. AND ITS SO GOOD TOO... and Aubrey (Mormon girl) was reading it outloud today, cuz she was like ohh let me see your story. And she's like "then he grabbed his... whoa!! Courtney!!! Oh my gosh..." lol it was so funny. I warned her though. "I didn't know it was going to be detailed!" Okay so it's not that well written but it gets the point across lol I wrote it fast mkay. Maybe I'll type it... I dunno.

Oh yeah and I hafta type the story about Mr. Furly and Miki!! Hahaha it's so cute. I need to scan some more drawings too. I lost most of them, cuz I have to turn in papers I draw on, etc. I keep thinking about when Argy said like "You girls make life seem so easy and calm" or whatever the hell he said. That was weird.. Weird that we could make someone think that.

random parts from "Revelation"~~~~

I don't wanna go to school, I don't need no education
I don't wanna be like you, I don't wanna save the nation
I just wanna live my life, every day a celebration
One day I'ma leave this world, I'm waitin for the revelation

No matter how bad the beatin, I went to school cheatin
My dad whooped my ass at a PTA meetin
Stick with school I had to have nuts just to do it
Got bored and became truant
When I had the gall to go I just couldn't do it
I was lured into corners by the peer pressure shit
How would you feel if you was held by the tip of a barrel
Gettin threatened to get your skin ripped to bone marrow
Bet suburban kids never got rushed for their apparel
like me, outcast, last in class
First to leave, when the teacher called on me
Best believe I had somethin up my sleeve

I grew up steadily masturbatin inside of cells
Young as hell, havin conversations with myself
You could tell I wasn't lenient, a disobedient
Lynched and slapped teachers, bitch I'm not readin it
You don't know what dawgs go through, a little nigga
Sippin liquor with my old dude, what the fuck you gon' do?
I'm quick to curse you, I told my mother that I'ma hurt you
if you ever again mention a curfew

Look, my family ignored me and I don't like that
They don't even listen when I tell them I'll be right back
(Yeah whatever) This nice beautiful house ma, it don't mean shit
Cause you know daddy's a drunk and he don't clean shit
And yesterday he hit me like a grown fuckin man
I couldn't stand up to him, I just ducked and ran
I'm sick of this, I wish on Christmas
that I can get a loaded four-fifth and put a fuckin end to this
(Fuck it) I got no friends and I can't get a bitch
Only thing I have is dirty magazines and sticky fingertips
Nothin to smile about, I'm about to lose my mind
Got me an automatic nine, now I'm ballin out

Since my fame is this new dude, in this high school
Losin his noodle learn that people don't like you
The football jocks is, spittin on him
Popular kids in school is now pickin on him
Burn out youngsta niggaz now hittin on him
And his teacher in his english class keep flippin on him
And now he's grounded with no allowances
for drinkin forty ounces, cause he was caught by his counselors
And why the fuck I gotta ride the bench coach?
Already got expelled for wearin a trenchcoat
All I ever seen is... violence, violence...
Told me to keep silent, stepped back in my eyelids
It's apparent that my parents weren't parents at all
That's why I blew out my brains and murdered you all

yeah and during the end of that he goes "fuck you!" and fires a gun. I lovee that song ^^ They masturbate too LOL well of course.. they're guys.